LOOK HOW GOOD EVERYTHING IS!!! EVERYTHING IS A MESS!!!! I CAN'T STAND HOW SUN FEELS ABOUT HIMSELF OR HOW HE IS BEING STALKED BY SOMEONE AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO HELP THEM!!! WHAT IF HE LEAVES SCRATCH!?!? AND COSMO HAS THE WORST PARENTS I'VE EVER SEEN! WHAT HE DOES SOMETHING DURING THE WEEK!?!?....what if I never see them again?....... Why did they ban Boreal? They didn't do anything wrong....I should have never yelled at toga....even if she deserved it....I should have been banned.... not her....IT'S ALL MY FAULT.... I'm a terrible person....I hate my life.... do they even care about me?..... why are they friends with me?... I can't help any of them.... I barely understand anything.... It's hard to sleep.... I can't think.... I HATE scratch....I HATE how sun feels.... I HATE myself......I HATE this acc... and yet I can't leave cause I love them too much.... Why do they love me?.... Why do I pretend to be happy?...... Where did I go wrong?.... I should be hated yet I'm loved?.... I'm horrible... Why do I keep saying that.... I think everything is normal....when it's not...... I only make people's problems worse cause I am so worried.... And because I vent Sun is just going to feel bad and completely stop talking about his problems.....Yeah.... dang.... I'm a terrible friend.... Why do I try to help them?..... just so they can get worse..... And I know people need time to heal.... But they are not healing.... actually they are worse than ever before..... AND USELESS ME CAN'T HELP THEM!!!! I'm horrible...... so horrible.... what do I even do? I can barely talk to them I can't make new friends cause I don't know how to socialize...... AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! THEY ARE GOING TO SAY IT'S THEIR FAULT WHEN IT'S NOT! I CAN'T EVEN VENT WITHOUT FEARING THE WORST!!! I'm going to my alt acc.....
I'm sorry I made everyone feel terrible... I just want to feel better.... I'M SORRY SUN! I'M SORRY EVERYONE! My feelings don't even matter.... Just try to make sun feel better.... If I can't someone else can.... I'm tired.... Bye....
