after many months of rp inactivity, i've decided that i'm going to leave tfcrp. i haven't had the time or energy to be active for a long time now, and i feel guilty keeping pinyonharmony around when she's already gotten so old and i've done so little for her, and will likely continue to do so with school and other commitments keeping me busy. it makes me sad to do because she was a great character that i loved dearly, but i wasn't able to keep up with rps or make the plans i had for her a reality. another big reason for me leaving is the recent drama surrounding tfcrp, and the fact that i agree with everything that was said in the project. i joined tfcrp almost 2 years ago and have definitely noticed (and more than a few times experienced) the lack of equality and organization in tfcrp. maybe one day they'll get these many problems with the rp under control and i could try to give it another shot when it's doing better, but as of right now i don't think that's going to happen anytime soon and (in my opinion) it's probably for the best that more people are aware of the issues in the rp. in the past, when similar dramas have occurred, i filtered my words and sugarcoated my opinion to make myself more agreeable, but in retrospect, the fact that not only i but many other people felt scared to express their thoughts out of fear that they would be attacked (as has happened before) is so wrong. i won't write more on the topic since i want to avoid reigniting this drama as much as possible, and doing so (especially after horrible things like the threats have already happened) would most definitely only make things worse and ruin what progress we've made in how people are doing a little better now. just please remember to take care of yourselves and that you're loved <3 while in other circumstances i would love to give pinyon a death rp to give her character some closure, it feels somewhat wrong after not writing for her for so long and only having done what must have been 2-4 rps before growing occupied with other things. so instead i'll have her be k!lled by a fox while on patrol, without an rp/srp while i'm disappointed in myself for not being able to continue with her, i'm glad that i'll have more time to focus on stuff like schoolwork and other things outside of scratch without having the guilt of not being active with her constantly in the back of my mind :') for now i will be focusing all of my rp efforts on sumire's blessings with airkit, since i have found out that all of my commitments and just my life in general don't really give me the time to have more than 1 rp character lol thank you so much to those who rped with my tfcrp cats, crescentdusk and pinyonharmony - especially ori, who had both of their siblings (vireomelody, pinyon's brother - who is still alive! and sunkindle, cress's sister)!! despite some of the problems i encountered during my time in tfcrp, i also made wonderful memories there thanks to the amazing people i met and i hope to one day join another scratch rp when i'm able to be active! - yun edit: so. yk how i said i won't be joining any scratch rps for now. well it happened, and sooner than i thought. sooo yeah. i MIGHT be a little irresponsible /hj /lh ♥ art of pinyonharmony by blackquetzal on th
