i forgot that scratch existed lol sorry guys anyyways life update my therapist sucks theres nothing wrong with me and i keep ruining things for myself possibly by accident possibly on purpose even i dont know ANYWAYS I8M GOING TO PLAY MINECRAFDT NOW BC I DONT FEEL LIKE DRAWING AND I DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYONE BUT I DO HAVE A LOT OF ENERGY AND AM DOING EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO RESIST THE URGE TO SPEND ALL OF MY MONEY ON STUFF I DONT NEED ifd anyone wants to play minecraft with me im open to it but i will probably yell at u in the chat and thenm go do my own thing instead of actually working with u :3 edit literally minutes aftedr posting this: minecraft keeps crashing wjhat even is the point of anythign im so done also if im still acting like this tomorrow someone should hit me over the head with a rock so i stop edit 2: not me forcing myself to eat bc yay theres chips mysteriously next to me and now i feel like im going to throw up why did i deicde to eat food i dont want to do anything except play video games edit 3: im like actually going to be sick i think why edit 4: guys.... minecraft only started crashing after i closed it to change my skin bc i remembered that my skin was a homestuck character and if i was going to be playing multiplayer id rather not.; be sollux captor from homestuck and so i changed it to my cringy furry oc skin (which is obviously much better guys trust me ) and then it started crashing </3 edit 5: updating this like hours later I can't believe I was having a mental breakdown over minecraft. Anyways. Continues being just like this except in a slightly different way now. Edit 6: just woke up and yeah. Still like this.
