Now, don't worry. This is still far in the future. @KaitlynGacha, don't worry. I can still VA for the YGFKAK. But this is a warning for in the distant future. I'm about to be turning 17 soon and it made me realize how soon I'm about to be an "adult" and graduating. Which means my school email (which I made all my profiles on) will be deleted. As far as I can tell, I will have no access to my channel. Even then, I have been worried about the future and my mental health and how unprepared I am for adulthood. I'm the older brother and oldest sibling on both sides of my family. I have nobody to look to or be my guide that's relatable to me. I guess my brother can say he's happy to be the middle child. At least he has a guide in this world. A guide that doesn't know how to do his job. I am irresponsible, immature at times, and am stuck in 2014! Yeah, real ready for a middle class job. My dream job (being a writer or VA) will probably never come true and I don't think I'll be prepared for any other job! I don't even have an actual one. Just some volunteer work at my local zoo. Also I worry over when I do have to live on my own and not making money for rent, electricity or stuff for simple pleasure! I have dreams! But dreams always end with you waking up. I have to wake up soon. I'm not going to act like I'm fine. I'm scared. I'm a pansexual (probably), immature, childish, nostalgia-starved and irresponsible lazy butt who knows nothing or ever listened enough to know. So even if I do still have control over my profile, I'll probably not even be able to. You guys are growing up. So do I. I'm sorry. Again, don't worry. This won't be for another year, I still have a few things I want to do and I still am VA for Daten-Shi. But be ready for the future. Don't be like me. Learn to grow up and be ready for the future. But until then, I'll see you guys on the next one, -Fun98/Nick