I don't know what to do or say, you probably don't want to listen out. But you know how much I love you and how I would never do anything to h*rt you. I want to scream and shout and cry because I don't want to lose you. And if it seems like I'm trying to guilt trip you I'm not trying to. But if you don't want to be with me anymore that's your choice and not mine. I'm sorry for trying to keep you... -bells