@bonemaster95 heck, i dont even know you. but im trying to save your life here, and im not gonna give you some optimist talk because i am most certainly not one. where do i even start? well, its not worth it. think of the people around you, what will they think? you committing that could cause them to also do it. im pretty depressed right now too, for many reasons, but its just not worth it. for yourself, and for the other people around you, just don't. nobody here can physically stop you, but us being here for you shows that people do care about your well-being. you have a community. there ARE people that care about you, people in similar situations. i think that's why programming and undertale are so big here. we all just want to create something perfect, something different than our own lives. im sorry that you're thinking about it. i wish i could help more.
this may be the last project that i ever post, im leaving this place, ive found better things to do. glad i tried to make a difference, however. it was nice having the communities that i did. to those of you that still lurk on my account and see what i post, thank you and goodbye. -ian