"Everyone seems....fine with the way things are going. But I'm not, I'm not happy with myself." "Why?" "I....im so, so, so.... much worse that what people think." "So stop saying im a good person. Im not." "i cant love what ive become. im not worthy of anything.” “So please…stop thinking I can change. I’ll always be this egotistical, short, chaotic brat.” "Everyone has moved on so fast...but its like im stuck in time. I cant stop lamenting on the past...Why?" ((click to advance images.)) "this may or may not be a vent."