I c ant k eep d o in g t hi s. every time I get something good it gets ruined. Every person I meet ends up leaving. The only people who stay are the people I DON'T want to stay and they follow me around like parasites. I don't even know if I much care for Imp anymore. I hate saying that but I think I'm at my LIMIT. There is only ONE person I feel I can trust not to leave and even then I am hardly allowed to see her. I even learned Japanese for her so I could understand her better. So maybe she will stick around longer than Cards did. I cling to her like a lost puppy.
