it must have been hard for you . im sorry i left this on your shoulders . i am sorry that i did not notice your suffering in time . i will never forgive myself for this , although you may have forgiven me a long time ago . youve always been too good to me . sometimes i wonder what i did in my past life to deserve you . i wish i could have done more for you . if i could turn back time , i would do it without thinking . i would never make the same mistake a second time . im pathetic . i couldve saved u . if only i could turn back time , i would love you like you loved me .
