For my little lost angel: My love, you fell from the clouds swiftly and gracefully. You knew when it was your time to arrive; you were right on time, where you needed to be, and who you needed to be with. My dear, you were caught by the most loving arms, though they were burdened and strained, they carried you and held you and cherished you. You were precious to me. I loved being your Mama, you were the sweetest little daughter I could ever hope for. The times I was not basking in your sheer love and beauty, my dear, I daydreamed of you… We were to be the very best of friends, confiding in each other, loving and trusting each other fully. You were my thing, and I was to be yours. Doing us was going to be our thing. Piñatas for every single one of your birthdays, Squishmallows galore, you were to be mine to spoil. Window shopping was going to be our thing. We’d peek, giggle, and pose together… Dumplings and boba when you were upset was going to be our thing. I daydreamed of me frying some quickly to get you talking, or late night trips to Hmart to secure a few packs, or me picking you up from school in the middle of the day and us going to a tea shop and spilling our hearts to each other. All of these I dreamed of, all of them with you, my angel. You were not just my angel, my dearest, you were my name twin. “Rose”. Together, I dreamed of us blooming, thriving, flourishing with each other. My lovely rose, though you have passed on from this world and returned to your haven in Heaven, my dreams of us have not died, and they never will. The tears I weep for you, the moments we never got to have, the laughs we never got to share… they will forever nourish and keep my memories of you alive. I love you forever, my dearest, prettiest, gentle angel. I will always mourn you and the time we never got to spend together…Estarás siempre en mi corazón.
I wrote this poem recently when I was checked in. I've been struggling a lot lately with feelings of loss and mourning for a young girl that I considered a daughter and loved very much. She was taken from this world much too soon and I will always cherish her memory as being my sweet little friend and child. Even though we did not spend as much time together as I would have liked, I miss her more than words can say. This poem is dedicated to her memory and spirit. Que esté en paz, libre de dolor y sufrimiento. Ido pero nunca se les ha olvidado. This poem was written 100% by me. Art by: Please ask before remixing or resharing.
