hey guys, maia (or as my older friends know me, amaiya) here. after months i went back on to scratch for a little bit and realized, i never really gave an explanation for why i left. so thats what i want to do today (instead of sleeping as i should be). my inactivity started around july 2023, which was more than a year ago. and the reason for this? i don't know. i went on vacation and i left my love for scratch there. of course, i still came back online from time to time, but not as much. this was partly because of the intense workload that i got heading into a new grade. my amount of schoolwork increased and i stopped committing time to stuff that wasn't school. but when i could handle it again... i forgot about scratch. i also started a yt channel, which took up some time since it takes FOREVER to record and edit a video (try it it's not that easy), so that took up time too. at that point i had just forgotten about scratch. but when i started to get active again i think sometime in april or may, @cami-darkness (my best friend) left. after that, i left too. so, im writing this now and pretty much all my friends have forgotten me. but that's ok with me. i know if you mention my name, they'll be like "ohh that's amaiya? i remember her!" and move on with their day. and honestly? i can't blame you guys. i left with no warning at all. you guys could've thought i'd been hit by a car and was suffering in a coma. i wish that before i left, i could've spent more time doing gacha. i loved created gacha, whether it was with cams or simply just for fun. i also wish i could've done swc, which no one knows, because honestly a lot of people don't know i write. a lot of people don't know that i've literally been writing since i was 8 and have about 20 novels i want to publish (so far i'm mainly focused on writing a horror book). i'd been dying to do swc since like april 2023 but i stopped being active in early july and simply forgot about it. i wish i could've done it. i know @yumetopia (an old friend) does it and it looks like such a fun experience, but my time is... done here. ♡︎ ♡︎ ♡︎ letters for my friends: @delaina_theangel i remember i met you when we were auditioning for a show on scratch. we auditioned for what looked to me like the same character, so i started screaming copycat at you. and then somehow, we solved it and we became best friends. funny how that worked out, isn't it? but anyways, all the experiences i've had with you the past few years have meant so much to me. thank you for introducing me to yume and k-pop music. thank you for everything you did. i'll never forget you <3 you were one of my first friends i ever made on scratch, and just like delaina, i had the BEST times with you. we did so many things, chatted to each other during online classes, made group accounts, etc. i remember giving you my email and getting banned for 2 days on scratch for doing that (totally worth it) and that whole episode of you getting hacked by someone we thought was our best friend. i had so many memorable experiences with you i'll never forget. thank you. i remember, when i first met you, i DID NOT trust you at all for some reason. and that was really stupid, because you are one of the most amazing people i've ever known. i had great experiences with you, like working on your obby with you (remember that?) and dancing dreams studio with you. that was so fun. thank you for those times, and every single conversation we had together. you three are amazing and you have changed my life for the better. you are people i'll never forget, ones who helped me back up and were always positive to me. so thank you thank you thank you. ♡︎ ♡︎ ♡︎ questions you might have: will you come back? :: i honestly don't know where can i contact you :: pintrest!! just ask for my pin :D ~> "that's all folks!"
