I'm sick of this. My irl friend group is k!ll!ng me. I just can't with them. There is 6 girls, A, M, L, S, T and me. The group started out just me , T and A. It was amazing, we spent all day every day together. Life couldn't have been better until M joined the group. She started treating me like dog shi- and purposely excluding me. At the start of last year, this new girl joined out school. She was 's' . She joined our group without even asking me and completely stole everyone from me. Excluding me. Every day was torture. Every day is torture. After the fist week of school, the drama got to much and T left school to be home schooled. She never said why. She never said bye. All we got was a message from her mum saying she was going to home school her. That felt like my world had been destroyed. T and I were bff's. We'd met on the first day of school #loveatfirstwotsit ... Since then it's become the S , M and A party and I've just been stood on the side watching. I look like i'm fine because I can't let them have the satisfaction of knowing they've hurt me. But inside I'm dy!ng. These girls have hurt me so much - I keep trying to leave the friendship group but I always get lured back into some stupid drama and I can't do it. Things at home are hard enough then I get to schl and things are worse. I just can't anymore.
[+] you guys are the only things keeping me going right now. Ilygsm ❤️ This isn't goodbye, this is 'I might be a bit more inactive' <3 Sorry if I sound dry. I feel so drained. Like someone's came and sucked the life out of me. I feel so empty.
