The worst mistake in my life was being born. First it was my grandfather, then it was shade, then it was moon, then it was my hamster, and now minus. The only thing that could make me happy in my life is nothing. I don’t care about myself anymore. The people that were close to me in my life are gone. Who’s next now? Shallow or needle? Im guessing shallow, she’s already sick, she’s probably not coming to school tommorow. I wish i wasn’t either, forever. Imagine me being in heaven, happy that im away from the existing world, i can connect again with my loved ones and i could be away from all the happy people down on this planet. Those smiles on their faces don't know how hard my life has been. I didn’t know my grandfather well, he passed away when i was only 2. I regret not being able to remember him.
(Forgot to add) im not guilt tripping, im just sad and upset because ive had so many losses in my family. And now minus. Rest in piece minus. Rest in piece shade. Rest in piece grandfather. Rest in piece moon. Rest in piece dawn’s grandfather. Rest in piece to all those angels in heaven. I want to join them
