hello if your reading this, I'm coming out as a non-binary Its been a tough time thinking about it sometimes if I'm still a demi-girl (She/they pronouns) or not. But I kinda felt like I'm now a new different person. The reason why my IRL persona wears a tuxedo suit all the time is my likeness to wearing it. I always been a tomboy ever since. I always felt questioning if I'm non-binary or not rarely but recently, I decided to say it finally. I just wanted to say I'm a Non-Binary Lesbian and I'm proud who i am and i hope you accept the way i am today :) Okay, lets move to the next piece. It feels like no one likes my content a lot. No new followers or subs, no new and supportive comments or types of criticism, less views on some of my videos and projects, and i feels like i made a less effort projects which caused me to unshare some of the projects. I haven't been motivated to making my big project lore ever since and i felt like I was lazy and my art style was too kid friendly. (the truth) to JBkai or whatever on yt: Hey, I need to tell the truth about how im currently feeling now. I always felt uncomfortable whenever you hang w/ me and my friend (lets call her Syd for privacy reasons) at P.E. trying to scare us or take my stuff away if I sit out. YOU have no power to take away my Chromebook/my backpack and even Syd doesn't even like you either (that's what she actually told me) I feel paranoid whenever you try jumpscare me or Syd. I feels like you don't care about our boundaries or my anger issues. It feels like your not sorry at all after I tried to attack you because you shutted down my Chromebook WITHOUT consent. this is why I almost attacked you and you really got on my nerves a LOT. I literally apologized to you in the aftermath. Me and Syd were very uncomfortable and I regretted sharing my Utube channel with yours. Again I'm sorry and this is the truth that needs to be said. I just want to move on with my REAL and IRL friends who respect everyone's and including my boundaries. But I never responded to your comments due to how much frustration and needed to tell the truth. I still do have anger issues. Again for a final time, I'm sorry, please respect my boundaries and don't talk to me again, I don't think me and syd will be friends with you anymore, I hope you understand how me and syd have been feeling. Yes, this is the truth and I held it for a long time. But for now, I need some rest and get motivated, farewell
