as happy as I am, I'm so frickin sad rn. my bsf is going through smth and idk how to help her. n I feel really bad abt it. I'm also so sick of having to listen to other ppls problems while I have my own. I feel left out. I never get invited to things, and I'm apparently "popular". I don't get it. popular ppl are supposed to not have these problems ig. idek atp. like I hate being the therapist of the friend group. My sister is going off to college at the end of this school year and I'm so scared. My bsf In 8th grade they're leaving me too. I'm so scared for the end of this year. There's so much stuff to balance and idk how to. I'm so stressed lately and I js wanna lock my self in my room and see their reactions. I have to put on a smile at school and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being nice to everyone. I'm so sick of it. But on the other hand I'm happy as flip. I have good grades, good friends, a good and healthy relationship. idk how to feel. advice??
