This ain't for the best My reputation's never been worse, so I am so sorry for that crappy sh I sent you guys. We can ALL agree that, that apology was obviously fake, SO FAKE. So here's a real one. Please I put work into this apology because I know what I did was wrong and it needs some apologizing and my old "one" was NOT it. By the way, dont call it fake because how does that benefit you? ^__^ I am deeply apologizing for all that and how I was saying bad stuff about Laylani while I was supposed to be apologizing. I am sorry to Ari as well </3 I know it really takes time to accept apologies. I apologize for copying your banner style without your permission. I have had some time and now realize how much I hurt you and how you must've felt. I understand if you felt upset, and I was wrong to bad-mouth you and be mean and rude to you. I should have asked for your permission before doing something like copying your banner style. To all those who are wondering, why did I do this? To be completely honest I'm not quite sure but I know I was really jealous and envious of your attention. You are such a talented person and your banner style was beautiful. I think I was jealous of how you had so many friends, and the attention you got. I'm sorry I copied your banner style again and I just can't shake off the feeling I claimed for a banner tutorial. Laylani I never meant to hurt you but here we are. It's my fault for all of this and breaking the community. Please understand I wasn't thinking straight, and now I realized the gravity of my mistake and it's consequences. It was so disrespectful to you especially, and I feel embarrassed and ashamed about this. To all my friends I feel truly sorry about what happened. I'm sorry and deeply guilty for betraying your trust and a lot of you cared for me and I just threw it away. I know my actions caused the community a lot to deal with and disappointment, and I take full responsibility for my wrongdoings. I still care for and love the swiftie community but I will be leaving because I clearly haven't caused something good. I love you guys so much and I wish you guys the best. Again I am not really accepting anything in return but just for you to understand this. I am also not expecting you to forgive me automatically, no expectations here just for you to understand this.
