i was hoping to do this sooner but he posted it ages later lol well, terry finally admitted he's a selfish son of a gun with no end goal that doesnt benefit himself more than others,, so, he's human-? cuz thats literally humans he's admitting that he cant get dawktrep to change, no matter who he's trying to do it for. also he basically confirmed my theory about dawktrep getting what he wants but not being able to handle it and meeting his end that way he also no longer cares for dawktrep. he was supposedly doing this for ibm but like.. why? he's been gone a while now. he's been trying to help for the greater good this whole time but really he's been a hypocrite, focused on a single goal he'll likely never be happy with. just like those he vows to stop. he describes his situation as being 'at a crossroads', probably because purple owes him a favour but he now dislikes purple and doesnt know what to ask for in order to achieve what he wants to achieve. also he cries so--<<< then he laughed- and uh.. i think he's going a bit insane under pressure or smth because he's played in the most real way. but he's determined to not do what others say and will likely end up getting what dawktrep wants without it even being his goal. also backstory foreshadowing???>> might just remind him of how he was back in his years as a traveller or smth but,,, epic references :0 >>>>>> he's realised he was doing the wrong thing trying to help dawktrep and now is focusing on bigger things, yeah, yeah. now he's being a bit more like dawktrep cuz he's accepted that he's like that a bit but wont let it consume him. also,, "I'm.. going.. to stop.. HIM." ummmm.. sooooo... might be purple-- idk--- they all want power and control "maybe we're not so different" "maybe i'm just like you" he's coming to terms with that whether he likes it or not. "im just like you in every way but one" he thinks he's 'better' "IS THIS A NOBLE ENOUGH CAUSE FOR YOU? IS THIS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU? AM I A GOOD ENOUGH PERSON YET..?" wooooo.. feelings of inadequacy from somewhere...- we love to see it.
