I know none of the people I want to see this won't be here to see this but I still need to say it. Nolan, Ali I don't know anything about what's been going on with you two, but it worries me. I might have only met the two of you 3 days ago, but you guys have already grown on me, and I hate that. I hate growing close to someone because I know it can never last forever. You guys worry me, and I can't figure out why, I hate it, I hate the feeling. I love the two of you so much but I hate the feeling of worrying about you guys. Not knowing if your okay. It's hard. I don't know what to do. It's so hard to sit here and just think about what to wright and to let all my feelings out. Hopefully things get better. Hopefully it's clear skies from here on out. Because all I feel like is it's just going to keep getting worse and everyone will just leave. I don't know what to do anymore.
