guys i cant, honestly. i act like im fine, but sometimes im not. and that sometimes is now. school is the death of me and i dont know what to do. specifically, math. im struggling. like im not only failing, in getting 30%. which is like one of the lowest, if not THE lowest in the year. I dont get it. How am i so good at my other subjects but not math? im getting an A in english and Bs in my other core subjects. SO WHY IS MATH SO BAD?? i was never this bad. in primary school i got an A in math. but high school is worse. next year im doing uni ready, naplan, atar prep. the most important tests i will have in my LIFE. and how am i gonna do this if i cant do math? sometimes i think im not good enough. i cant be giving myself this much doubt. some really annoying b---- in school ev1l eye me everyday wherever i go. and it hurts me. i have friends though. many. im going to a party today, so im happy. really happy. but just these glances are on my nerves. also, i dont know what to do about scratch. it is amazing. you guys brighten my day everyday with the most amazing, positive comments in the world. i love you all. i love scratch. i love it here. but sometimes i feel i need a break. i check like every day. its bad. really bad. and im scared to say that i need a break. but im so sorry but i actually might. might. im scared what you guys might think. what if you dont want to be my friend anymore? and i know this sounds stup1d. guys, im happy and healthy, but right not, i feel stup1d. d-mb. at math. at everything. im sorry.
