Hey! How have you all been? this is an update on the vent thingy I posted. so life has been... stressing... but I'm trying to get better. to stop having bad thoughts I mentioned last time about my tics and I have officially had them for ten months now! And things are going great. though my statement last time about my mother ignoring how I am mentally still stands. I'm learning to accept my emotions, I still need a bit of time though to fully recover from what has happened it's been over three months since I sh-ed and I'm proud that I've gotten this far. It's been 3 whole months since I've had bad thoughts! I'm making so many new friends(that I love <3) and though they don't know what has happened to me or my past, they have greatly helped my mental health. I really miss everyone on this platform that supported me by watching my projects and I wish you the best My life is spinning and God seems to really like putting obstacles in my way(thanks btw I love the fact you keep throwing boulders at me while I'm trying to recover from the trauma u gave me) School is like always, difficult. And it's hard to make time for myself but I can always make time for tsams, Chicago and laes (Yes i like Chicago now. talking and the musical btw) I'm so happy that there are people on here that will help me recover, I find it hard to talk irl about these things(I find it hard to trust people irl nowadays) but I wish I all the best, Bye! Update: 4 months. I sadly lost control. I'm sorry. The thoughts came back. Oh and, I'm like 95℅ sure I have adhd.
For anyone wondering how ender is, she's doing great! If she sees this I'm so proud of you keep it up<3
