Soha. I'm sorry to do this to you Soha, but even though you've argued with Rose multiple times over just trying to talk to me and help me change, it really wasn't worth it. Rose is right, I can't change, not someone as horrible as me. Well, I've decided to stop talking to you. Why? Because well, I can't get over you if I keep talking to you. I've decided to stop talking to you and Ara until I once again give up on love, and I'm completely over you Soha. Rose. I'm sorry for everything I've done. I know I can't make up for it or make you forgive me, but I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. I care for you, I always have, even if you don't think I don't care. I'm sorry for the trouble and pain I caused you, I really am. Gabe. I'm sorry too. After everything I've done, I deserve the hate you've given me, same to you Rose. I'm also sorry that it looked like I tried to get Olly to go against you. That's not what I planned on trying to do. I just wanted her to talk to you about it because I knew you wouldn't listen to me. I care about Olly. She's been my friend for at least a year now. I don't want her to go through more heart breaks. I care for her, and I love her (platonically).
I'm sorry everyone, all I've done is cause pain and more pain. So, Gabe, Soha, Rose, I'll stop talking to all three of you.