I miss everyone man. I have made great friends on this site and I really regret leaving. Many of my friends have quit or dissapeared and i miss all the fun collabs and fun stuff we used to do. This song really matches with this feeling because it hits me in the feelings. I used to have friends on recroom months ago, but then I stopped playing my vr, and when I got back, they are all gone. I don't know if they unfriended me or left, but it hurts knowing the friendships I had are gone. I know I can always get new ones, but the old ones are the ones that changed me as a person. I wanted to grow with you guys as a person, but now I can't. I can't let go of everything. It's hard for me. Like relationships. every time at church, she doesn't even talk to me ever since we stopped liking each other. The only time I speak is when I pray and when my youth pastor talks to me. I just want someone talk to me. It's hard not being talked too. Church is supposed to be a happy place for me, but its depressing. i just want someone to love me. Someone to talk to. I sit next to my youth pastor because he actually cares to talk to me. That's it. Everyone has their own friend groups, but where do I fit in. I have this one kid who talks to me but I don't like him any. I wish I could let go of all of the sadness and guilt I have, but sadly life doesn't always work like that.
dont mind the outro music i cant delete it!!
