I had a dream about my dead bestfriend that I had a major crush on, and we were in a really happy relationship, and when I woke up, I had the worst reality check ever. Okay but- lemme clear things up real quick. I have a gf. Her name is Niki, and she is super epikk!! But, she is well aware that I cannot escape this past-love, and she knows it's hard for me to love people in general. She is super supportive and loves me for who I am <3 Anyways, this dream kinda hurt me just as much as it made me overjoyed. This is the first and only person I will love, and that's that. So, this project was just a vent bc I miss her soooooooooooooooo much </33
