Jake sat on the front porch, the morning sun rising over the horizon, casting a golden hue across the empty yard. It was a Sunday, a day that used to be filled with laughter and warmth. He glanced at the empty chair beside him, a pang of longing hitting him like a wave. Emma would always be there, her hair in loose waves, her smile brightening the world around them. “Hey, sleepyhead! Ready to face the day?” she’d tease, playfully nudging him to get moving. They’d drive down Woods Creek Road, her favorite route, laughing about everything and nothing at all. It felt like a lifetime ago. Now, the silence echoed around him, a stark reminder of the absence that haunted every corner of his life. He remembered the last time he’d seen her, the way she’d looked at him with those bright eyes filled with hope. And then, everything changed. Jake ran a hand through his hair, frustration simmering just below the surface. “Why did it have to end like this?” he muttered to himself. The heaviness of loss weighed on him, and he felt the familiar anger creeping in. He didn’t understand how the world could keep spinning when his had come crashing down. He picked up his phone, scrolling through old pictures of them—smiles frozen in time. It felt like a lifetime ago that they’d been full of dreams, but now, every glance reminded him of what he had lost. The ache in his chest tightened, and he couldn’t shake the feeling that he was screaming into a void, searching for a response he knew wouldn’t come. “God, I don’t even know if I believe in you anymore,” he said aloud, his voice cracking. “What am I supposed to do without her?” As the sun climbed higher, he thought about the countless moments they’d shared—Sunday mornings filled with promise, late-night conversations that stretched until dawn. Those memories were now bittersweet, tainted by the reality of her absence. It felt like he had buried a part of himself alongside her. Jake leaned back in the chair, staring up at the sky, trying to catch a glimpse of the stars that used to shine so brightly in their eyes. Now, they felt distant and unreachable. “Six feet,” he whispered, shaking his head. “It’s never felt so far.” He stood up, pacing the porch as anger boiled within him. “How could you leave me?” The question hung in the air, unanswered. He was left grappling with everything she took with her—the joy, the laughter, the best parts of himself. All that remained were fragments scattered like ashes, and he didn’t know how to piece them back together. Digging through a box in the corner of the porch, he found a crumpled birthday letter from her. The last one she wrote. It was filled with words of love and dreams for the future, but all he could feel was the emptiness left behind. He crumpled it in his fist, anger boiling over. “I can’t keep holding on to this!” But even as he said it, a part of him resisted. “You took the best of my heart,” he murmured, letting the crumpled paper fall to the ground. “And now I’m left with nothing but pieces.” As the last of the stars began to fade, he felt a flicker of resolve. He would hold on to their memories, no matter how painful they were. He didn’t want to say goodbye, not forever. “Emma, I’ll carry you with me,” he vowed, staring into the fading night. “You’re in the stars now, but I won’t forget. Not today, not ever.” As he stared up at the fading stars, he felt a mix of sorrow and love, each twinkle a reminder that she was gone but would never truly leave him. In that moment, Jake understood that this was his life now—forever caught between the heavens and the embers, holding on to everything that was lost.
based on the song "In the stars" by Benson Boone Sunday mornings were your favorite I used to meet you down on Woods Creek Road You did your hair up like you were famous Even though it's only church where we were goin' Now, Sunday mornings, I just sleep in It's like I buried my faith with you I'm screamin' at a God I don't know if I believe in 'Cause I don't know what else I can do I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers Oh, it hurts so hard For a million different reasons You took the best of my heart And left the rest in pieces Diggin' through your old birthday letters A crumpled 20 still in the box I don't think that I could ever find a way to spend it Even if it's the last 20 that I've got, oh I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers Oh, it hurts so hard For a million different reasons You took the best of my heart And left the rest in pieces I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on) I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on) I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), I'm still holdin' on (on) I'm still, ooh, still holdin' on I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone (ooh) I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever (ooh) Now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers Oh, it hurts so hard For a million different reasons You took the best of my heart Left the rest in pieces