we all mess up. its human nature to make mistakes and to accidentally hurt others but dwelling on it is not okay. if you apologized and you meant it then you shouldn't still be beating yourself up over it. if you weren't forgiven, to truly feel better first you have to forgive yourself. you are loved by many people. think of the people who appreciate you. think of the people who make your rainy days sunny inside. think of the little things that make you happy. did you know that YOU make others feel like that? forgive yourself. your doing the best you can. if you said sorry, if you told your point of view, if you tried to make whoever you hurt feel better even if you didn't know how, you shouldn't feel bad. even if you just said "i'm really sorry" you shouldn't put yourself down. you deserve SO MUCH. if you truly were fully in the wrong, try and work at changing what you did that hurt people and try to make amends. it will all be better i promise. as long as you apologize the guilt is temporary. you are a good person. i love you.
