can i start by saying that i absolutely ADMIRE anyone who tries as hard as some people on scratch to achieve their goals? you put in so much work my love, but you forget to take breaks. you NEED your breaks and you deserve them too. trust me, i know how scary it is to fall behind, and i know how scary it is to have to catch up from falling behind. but your less likely to fall behind if you take a 5 minute break then if you keep going until you run out of steam and you crumble. you don't deserve to be pushed to your limit like this. if your hurting please take a minute. and if you've already been fully drained take a second and lie down. look up at the ceiling or the sky or whatever is up and think about how much you have achieved. you made it THIS FAR. you aren't a burden for needing a break. being tired out doesn't make you bad. you need this. you have done so much. keep pushing. you've got this. take your break. i love you.