Melancholy. Boy, what a strange emotion. It was over, yet it felt like it would never end. He had some questions. No doubt they would go unanswered. Like usual. If- If StarClan was really.. there, then why would they talk all these lives? Wha-What was the purpose of that? He was no child of the Stars. It was certainly no perfect cat. But Spring had been. So.. Why did they take em? To hurt? No. Surely a divine and celestial body wouldn't do such a thing. Maybe.. Maybe that was it. Maybe there was no heavenly place, where cats walked with stars in their fur. It seemed implausible. He-He hadn't ever received messages from StarClan, and although it tried to suspend its disbelief, it had never believed in StarClan from the start. Maybe that was why nothing happened when he entered the Moon(stone? I can't remember the name). And Sunwish? Was that all a dream? It.. It didn't know what to think. With a sigh, he retreated back to his nest, not before dropping a single rose at Spring'Daze's grave, lined with pebbles that caught the moonlight and soft-smelling lavender. Still. It felt so.. so empty.
Not my favorite SRP, but still, more trauma is always needed! :DD
