♡ to my beautiful friend/pookie/bff @sophisstars ♡

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to @sophisstars @kylohlolll in response to her letter, you should already know when I love someone I write a whole essay for them so here is your essay <33 vivian, vivi, pookie smookie, I love you so much. you don't understand how much your words mean to me, especially when I'm going through tough times and bad periods in my life. you are genuinely the best friend I could ever ask for. you're always here to be silly with me, protect me and keep me safe, and I feel I can truly be myself when I'm with you. I don't have to mask anything when I'm with you, and everything that I say and do comes natural to me. for the almost year we have been friends, you've had such a positive impact on my life and you should believe that wholeheartedly. from when we started talking in 8th grade, from graduation, and now in highschool, you're one of my bestest friends, if not the bestest friend I have. you and your mother are so supportive of me regardless of my issues and I am severely indepted to you from that. I am so grateful that you are here to support and love me, and it makes me that much happier to be alive when I have someones shoulder to lean onto. your letter genuinely made me cry because im so happy you care so much about me. I love seeing you everyday running to me and screaming my name, I love how we create silly notebooks and drawings together, and how many memories we've created. Ive always wanted to be your friend from the second I even saw you. I understood and knew that you were radiating positivity and love and I also knew that we were instantly going to get along. from the second I started talking to you and I found out your interests, likes, dislikes, and so on, I realized we had so much in common (as you said before) and it made me so happy that I had a friend that I could yap about my interests to as well as have so much in common with. you don't understand how much you affect me every single day. your smile, your reassurance, your love, your care, it makes me feel so appreciated as a person, friend, and human being. before you, I didn't know what love was truly like, but you showed me, even if it was just in a platonic way, what love can be. your the hachi to my nana, the nami to my boa, the my melody to my kuromi, the sawako to my ayane, and the sun to my moon. you're amazing, nice, sweet, kind, genuine, caring, funny, pretty and gorgeous, and lovely. regardless of your issues I will always be understanding to you, since I understand and know what its like to be alone and afraid. you brought me out of being scared and alone when I was in a relationship with my ex, so I want to make sure you always feel happy with me. I know I may just be one person in your life, but I hope I can make a big impact in your life as you did mine in return. I also love your taste in music too (I listen to your spotify playlist on my account a lot) and I love your taste in characters and tv shows (you're very good at recommending shows) but besides that I love your art style, your sense of self, the way you do things, its just so fascinating to me. you're so unique but most importantly you're yourself. don't change being yourself for anyone. always stick to being yourself. I value that in you. always being your authentic, true, and silly and amazing self. you always have a way to uplift and bring joy to others, you're kind to virtually anyone, you're scary if you need to be in certain situations, you can stand up to people and for people, you can do anything and everything!! go and pursue your dreams and your passions, and always know that ill be right by your side to support you throughout your life. people sometimes say "you know when you've made a true friend" but I think what they should say is "I know I've made a true friend." that true friend is you. you're the bestest and truest friend ever. I love you so much. I appreciate you, value you, and care for you. if anyone ever speaks to you rudely or hurts you, just know ill be behind you with a bat. (JUST JOKING BUT SERIOUSLY I WOULD) I know sometimes it feels like the whole world is against you and you cant find any purpose in it, but please understand that you are amazing and that you have purpose. I promise you this: you are here for a reason!! I will make sure that you never feel the urge to do anything to yourself. I will always be here to protect you, love you, support you, let you cry on my shoulder, let you laugh in my arms, hug you, hold you, and more. Ill do anything for you and I hope you know that. you're more than just my sister at this point, you're literally part of me. you're apart of my memories and experiences, and ill never let you go, no matter how tough things get. even if we somehow don't end up as friends one day or we drift apart, ill never forget you. ill always find a way to reach out to you, and make sure that you know that someone is there for you. I'm here for you, vivian. I'm always here and I will always be here for you. I love you vivi <3