i just got my computer back. in case u didn't see my previous project, https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1083567392/ , pls do now. i might not be able to draw for a while though still. there are two types of traumatized asian parents: the one who stands up or their child's rights and.. the parent who treats the child how they were treated. my mom is the first one. my dad is the second. i might be a little depressed right now, but whenever we go out somewhere or meet relatives, my dad goes, "oh, she's just a little sick. she's fine." that's not normal... is it?? i'm scared and confused. when i was in fourthgrade, i actually did think about leaving our house. my mom was on a business trip and my dad threatened to call the local orphanage. he had the line on and he said, "엄마가 이런 모습을 보면 어떻게 생각하실까? 그리고 할아버지도." which means "what would your mom do if she saw you like this? your grandfather too." btw, my grandfather died when i was younger and my mom had just recovered from her stroke and heart surgery. idk, but i feel much lighter knowing i'm able to share this stuff with everyone. well anyways, happy halloween everyone.
