so I don't get flagged by school, Kyle=unalive Okay so let me just get straight into this It started with this boy that likes me. for privacy reasons, I'll call him Pete. So Pete wrote a really cringey letter to me asking me to be his gf. problem is, he's in seventh grade and I'm in eighth and I don't like him that way. thats just some context Now on to today. in the middle of my choir class I started zoning out as I started at myself in the mirror. some friends noticed how still I was while everyone danced and they took me to our teacher who gave me a nurse pass. thing is, I was having a BAD existential/mental crisis. I wont go into details, but it was rlly bad. I started hyperventilating omw to the nurse. anyway I had PE next. I got excused and while everyone played, I drew in my notebook and...well, it was just pure venting. I was just writing down all my feelings. some of my friends noticed, and ill call them Will and Abigail. now here's important thing about abigail: she has a lot going on. she had a friend who recently dumped her but that friend tried to KYLE her self and it leftt Abigail with trauma and PTSD. Abigail is bi but her parents are homophobic and I am her best friend. she walks away from me (I don't notice bc I'm venting) but in abt five minutes I hear will saying 'hey why is abigail crying' and everyones trying to talk to her but i see her looking at me, crying and pulling her hair. I call her over and she just breaks down and hugs me telling me 'pls don't KYLE ur self pls don't pls dont' and I'm just trying to comfort her and I'm trying not to break down too bc in this situation *I* have to be the strong one I have to help Abigail. I went home crying today and immediately took a long shower b4 my mom got home so she wouldn't know I was crying.
that's all I wanted to say.
