cant do this everything i do sucks i only push people away i hate being a girl i dont wanna do this anymore i can't do this anymore it hurts everything hurts nothing i do is good enough and now they hate me but then i have to be fine even though im not fine and nothing is ever okay and i can't talk to my family or friends because then theyll worry and i cant have them worry because it hurts and i havent eaten much and im losing weight and i hate everything and im tired and i cant do this anymore. im done.
