Can I just say something? I'm so inactive. School's taking over my life, specifically time on Scratch. Now I'm not saying I'm busy - it's just that, humans need to relax yk? When I have actual free time, I at least try to check scratch, but then procrastinating just walks by, and next thing I'm just listening to music or doing something that isn't hard or stressful. Scratch isn't stressful, but the thought of Creative Entertainment (wow I never got to debut even one idol) and that I'm due instrumentals, graphic designs and much more for other companies - I can't handle it, it's too much. After thinking hard about this, I'm going to go on an indefinite hiatus. I'm probably coming back early 2025. I think i'm just going to fully shut down creative entertainment - I mean, who calls their ENT "creative" when the CEO can only procrastinate, make idols wait, and that's it? Also the fact I started this in Februrary and still it's just a empty behind-the-scenes company, with no idols debuting at all. I also feel like I don't fit in. People here are like 12-18 etc etc BUT I'M TEN. Honestly, everyone's out there making covers, auditions, and a whole bunch of Ent's, but I'm just sitting here not posting anything but opinions, trying to "fix" s-pop when i'm probably ruining it more, and stuff that makes me look like i'm not even supposed to be in S-pop. Sure, I have friends, and YK WHO YOU ARE, THANK YOU FOR ACCEPTING ME <333 but that's only the good part. I think I join way too many things, and during the process i'm like "oh wait I'm so busy (no I'm not that's just one of my excuses) I cant do this sorry" I also start way too many things, like I got everyone hyped up about restart s-pop and I even made a hashtag #spop-restart , and then all of a sudden I'm like "wait we're canceling this it ain't working" (hm, maybe I'm the reason it ain't working) Things I'll still do on my hiatus (not a lot) -answer messages/check in -support every single s-pop debut/comeback :) -try to get things done for companies?? I don't want to just leave them hanging -make/release instrumentals maybe?? I am trying to improve my instrumental skills because they kinda suck right now + it'll be fun to just find a prod of scratch instead of taking 20 hours on yt looking for a perfect instrumental with no watermarks that say "BUY THIS BEAT NOW" lol. Conclusion: That's all ig? remember, I'll still come on like 2x a week maybe? also, if you need anyone to roast some impersonaters and h8ters, ask me on bl, i'll be there 5 secs later to call those impersonaters and h8ters "ew you can stop being rude now, maybe go try fitting in like the rest of us to be nice, cause if you fit in you'll end up jumping off of a cliff regretting your decision :P" I'll still be on bl, and if you need to urgently contact me, find my r3ddit, it's (as always :D) , and for p1n, it's also the same. Okay, well, that's all, I'll miss you all so muchhh, when you see me again I'll finally be 11 (yes my bday is in December). ILYASFMMM, stay safe and make spop the best and funnest community for all of us. Bye <3 (yes I am taking comments like "NOOO MAREE I'LL MISS YOU MOREEE AHH CAN WE TALK ON BL??" because I know at least someone will comment that loll)
