this is really everything thats happened in my life (not all of it but some really) look below i thought i got better but earlier today a song started playing while i was listening to music (panic room -au/ra) and that song i try to avoid but today i decided to listen to it and i regret it because it reminded me of 7th grade (the baddest time of my life tbh) i just started middle school and as if that was alr tough i started gaining friends but then losing them for stupid reasons during that year i almost committed but when i almost did it my brother stopped me, for his sake,cuz i didn't want to hurt him, i acted like it joke and we started laughing, during that year too i gained a friend and nothing happened with us until the end of 8th grade, when she started doing bad stuff (mental (ifykyk) bad stuff)
more vent lately i started overthinking badly and i feel like no cares about me no more, my b-day was on the oct 27th but my parents didn't even do anything and my bestest friends didn't do anything for me they didn't even talk to me the only supportive person who has been here is my online friends and my gf and one of my best friend vee, but idk i feel like i'm not enough or i'm not doing enough, i just idk...
