*seinfeld guitar riff* in all seriousness i am. very worried! being a mentally disabled afab nonbinary in a country with a government that notoriously HATES people in those categories is not fun!!!!!!!! i had thoughts of doing a lil yoinky sploinky and cancelling future volumes of my life's comic book adaptation, but realized that me dying is EXACTLY what the government wants, so i will continue to be an unsquishable cockroach just to make #NOTMYPRESIDENT upset