[press the speech bubble] So, recently, I've had some friendship problems. And I wanted to make a vent about it.. because it's getting to me and it's just nice to let it all out. So... here I go :/ [click space or tap on my avatar] Dear Emily, We were so inseparable. I would hang out with you every day. And we both know that, Em. I know theres probably somewhere in your heart left for me. But I wish you could just.. show it before you left me alone. [click space or tap on my avatar] I hope you and Isla are doing great. You guys have barely talked to me ever since the start of the school year. I miss that. When we used to hang out in a group, too. We all had that friendship, like the one you'd carve onto a tree. [click space or tap on my avatar] But isn't it so obvious that you don't like me anymore? Mostly Isla. I have no idea why she doesn't like me now. Remember a couple of weeks ago when I couldn't bare walking all the way to my lesson alone, as I had already spent the whole day alone, and then I came up to you guys and Timetable Friend A? And you let me walk with you guys, but I was only a 'guest' to your little group? And Isla. She turned around and just stared at me, angrily, judgementally. I don't know why she did it. But I guess that's just an ex-bff thing. [click space or tap on my avatar] Heres a list of things that's happened since you abandoned me. - I made one friend. - I sat alone for nearly the whole day. - I had a mental breakdown over which lip gloss to bring because I thought maybe you'd like me more if I did bring it. - I cried in the toilets. A lot. - I sat by myself for all of lunch. That's happened a lot, too. [click space or tap on my avatar] So I hope now you're nicely educated on how you've made me feel. How you ripped us apart so suddenly. I'll never be that angry at you, if I'm honest. Because Isla, Emily.. No matter what, Theres still a massive gap in my heart left where our friendship was. But very slowly, I've come to realise, Maybe I need to keep it open for other people. Now that it's clear you'll never return. xx J. (inital reveal) :/
background info: ¬ 'Timetable Friend A/B' who i have nothing against, are 2 girls who are new best friends with E and I. They're called 'timetable friends' because E and I will dump one of them and hangout with the other, and then switch. One of them has the exact same name as me. I think E and I did that on purpose. // here's a little poem i made about this mess // I only realised my heart was slowing down when yours was beating faster than ever you make me look like a clown but i know you abandoned me and i hope that makes me a little more clever thanks for reading ily
