i feel like im at my limit. nothing cares what is pushing my life to this. nobody even knows what's up. no one knows. the worst part is, i vented to them. nothing comes from them. i wanted to talk, but they don't talk back to me. do i look weird? am i too weird? i live in an ongoing phase where people mostly shrug and say "it's just a phase, you'll grow out of it." do i look happy anymore? do i even have feelings? do i get affected by insults and stuff? it feels so hopeless now. im forced to smile thru everything. i hate it. i hate my fake friends. i hate my parents. i hate myself.
note: any mean or insultive comments will be reported instantly to the scratch team. i will not tolerate any one of the comments. if it ever happens, never talk here again.