✧he don't see his perfect, he don't understand he's worth it✧ ✰@-hollyfang-✰ ✧or that beauty goes deeper than the surface, oh, oh✧ ✰hi! i'm a middle school artist and writer who loves sports, games, and books! i'm pretty loud and silly but also kind and ig i consider myself a good friend? idk lol✰ ✧so to all the ones that's hurting, let me be your mirror✧ ✰i've been on scratch for almost three years, rping for at least two, and am currently very active in well-known rps such as tss and gens! i am an experienced rper and my replies are usually around a full comment long. however, this would be my first tfcrp cat, so i am new to this particular rp. ✰ ✧help you see a little bit clearer the light that shines within✧ ✰9/10✰ ✧there's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark✧ ✰not really, i usually love them too much to give them permanent injuries/trauma lol but i do enjoy some minor ones as it adds to their character development✰ ✧you should know you're beautiful just the way you are✧ ✰at least 35 moons, i love him gahhh probably more like 40-50 tbh <333✰ ✧and you don't need to change a thing, the world could change its heart✧ ✰xenoboy (he/star), discovered when about 8-10 moons, and gay, discovered when about 6-7 moons✰ ✧no scars to you're beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful✧ ✰while being incredibly smart and clever, sometimes orison can't grasp even the basics of social stuff, coming off as awkward, weird, and boring even though he tries so hard to get others to like him. and being gullible doesn't help - if someone means to do orison harm, he often doesn't realize it. he tends to think of everyone as a friend, or at least neutral, and paired with being very forgiving, which he is (orison can't hold a grudge for long) it's very easy to trick him. he's also very sensitive; if someone says anything bad to him he'll take it incredibly seriously, and will beat himself up for the tiniest mistake, but he will never tell anyone, due to his reserved nature, and the fact that he bottles up all his feelings. it does explode sometimes, though, and when this cat is mad, he is MAD. but orison has a good heart and he is very kind, his sensitivity and empathy driving him to always help others in need, and try to do the right thing no matter what. he'll never take advantage of someone, or manipulate them. orison wouldn't hurt a fly. outwardly, he may seem like this quiet but happy soul, but the midnight-black tom is deeply insecure. he doubts himself constantly, and hates the way he looks. he thinks he's ugly, a monster, and despises his social weaknesses. he wishes so bad he could just be normal, but he doesn't even know what normal is. he is also a perfectionist and will get seriously annoyed if something isn't the way he wants it. orison often gets lost in thought in the middle of conversations, and daydreams about the future. he is formal, not liking play or games very much, instead pondering mysteries of the universe and solving puzzles, and always keeps his fur clean. he also talks formally, calling his mama "mother" and using sophisticated words, even as a kit. he is an intp-t.✰ ✧no better you than the you that you are✧ ✰osteochondrodysplasia is a developmental abnormality that affects cartilage throughout the body. it is this that causes the abnormal ear shape. however, it can cause much more severe problems in other parts of the body, and can cause limb bone distortion, chronic pain, and severe arthritis even at a young age. it can become apparent at as young as seven weeks old and persists throughout their life. for orison, this would mean he cannot run, hunt, or fight very well due to arthritis, and sometimes suddenly collapse with severe pain.✰ ✧no better life than the life we're living✧ ✰orison sat in the shade, dark paws blending in with the night scene by the willow, the lush grass rustling under his paws. looking up at the night sky, the twinkling stars barely visible between the midnight clouds, a full moon shined as bright as a thousand stars. the pefection, the beauty of it awed the small kit. "look, mother," he whispered. "it's gorgeous tonight."✰ ✧no better time for your shine, you're a star✧ ✰here are some warrior names i made up: darksprout, lilyswoop, spiritseeker, harescreech, frostedpool, nebulaheart, fallingfrost, strawberryspeck, lunarhawk, nightingalechirp, turtlehope✰ ✧oh, you're beautiful, oh, you're beautiful✧ ✰the theme of this application was based on the song "scars to your beautiful" by alessia cara. it was chosen for the starry theme of the litter, yes, but also because of orison's insecurities. he doesn't think he's beautiful, and this song is reminding him that he is. he truly is.✰
