I have to be real with you all now. I'm extending my hiatus mainly because I hate my life atm and it feels like everyone around me is better than me at every single thing. All of my irl friends are better at everything. Everyone is better than me. It's like I'm just terrible at everything. Even the idiots at school seem better, they're all pretty af but they don't have good grades. And then my friends are all pretty with good grades and (sorry if U see this scratch irl bestie) they're all okay looking. And then there's me with terrible looks, terrible grades, terrible everything. Why can't life every be fair? Why does everyone have to get higher results then me whenever I get a score that I like and then start to hate? I just hate life. I don't deal with depression but I just hate life now. Year 8 is meant to be good but it's just not. My hiatus is extended to 27th November. Sorry but I will do lines on the weekend.
