hey my little mermaids, its been so long omg, how is everyone doing? this is my first check in since i have left and i just wanted to share a few things with you. first of all, high school has been treating me well. yes, there's a whole bunch of homework. yes, i have to write 50 essays per week. (not really, but you get the point) yes, there's a lot of drama. yes, i miss middle school. but i am very happy and enjoying all of it. i would say things have been a little less stressful since i have left, not bc i dont like yall or i didnt miss you. ilyasfm and i missed you guys a lot, but i have to admit, scr was starting to get very toxic and a bit boring as well. but apart from school and scratch, im super hyped bc its CHRISTMASSS. like i literally dont care what u say about it only being november. i was literally talking to jules about this the other day, but christmas is not a holiday its a whole season, a whole vibe. who wouldn't enjoy some good christmas movies, jamming to mariah carey, HOT CHOCOLATE, candy canes, presents, family, love, and all that good stuff. also i've been getting a lot more into ariana grande, i love taylor but i feel like ariana healed me in ways she can't. i've been listening to a lot of her unpopular songs and have been literally obsessed with this one called fake smile, its literally summarizes my life in a song so if you haven't listened to it, pls do! im sorry, i just realized how long this is, so just bare with me for one more thing. to all my lovely people out there ty so so so much for all the support and love you've always given me. i'll always appreciate it! alright, that's it for my first check-in! the next one will probably be in february, and i'll gradually begin to stop getting on scratch at all. but there's still some time to that so let's not get too sad abt it yet. lya! bye luvies!
