This is following the drama between Coyotepaw + Vengeancekit and how she got caught in the middle of it. Srp, Frostear, 12 Moons, She/Her, Maybe, maybe not depressed /// Frostear was in her nest moping around. Nothing has gone right. She lost a friend. Not to de@th. But from misunderstanding.. What could she do? He said he /never/ wanted to talk to her /ever/ again! So what. Why did she have to care so much about a little no one kit. Frostear sighed. OF COURSE SHE CARED!!! She couldn't let this be the end. Not this time. She still had time before everything was ruined. Right??? Or.. Was the damage already done..? No more things to do to save the relationship. Nothing. Nada. None. Zero things. Her mind was blank. Why did this happen to her? Why did toms have to be stubborn? So.. so.. so male like? She knew they couldn't change. Frostear placed her tail to cover her head. She wish she was never born. Then maybe Coyotepaw and Veangeancekit would be friends in an alternate universe. Maybe she should.. Exile herself. Spend some time alone. She though of that before but never was so serious about it. "No one even cares about me.. If I d!ed no one would even notice and continue with life..." Frostear could feel her eyes begin to water. Her pelt damp from the tears rolling down her chest. Her nose was stuffy again from the pollen. "I can't even hunt properly. I'll just scare the prey away.” She felt defeated. Like she should no longer live anymore. Maybe she should go where Carptide was.. Snowdawn.. Vibrantear.. Should she just give in and swim in the ocean.. /Forever/? Was she indeed bad luck? Every one she loved. She got close with.. D!ed.. Or.. Right now fought with her.. She was lost. Lost in a sea of emotions. In a sea of pain and fear. She was going under. She was out of energy and couldn’t paddle anymore. It was over. She lost herself. Was she really delusional? Who even was she? What if nothing was as seemed? Mouse-dung. What was she doing here? In Urchinclan. Yes, she grew up here.. But did she really belong here? Should she move to that other clan? That.. Flurryclan? Mossclan was out of the question. She heard that cats were dy!ng there... But Urchinclan was her home. She couldn't leave it.. Even though the cats don't care for her.. She cares for them.. [ENDO]
Wow, I even drew art about it in class :0 What the words say in drawing - "Why. Everything's wrong. Did I start it? Bad luck.. I-I'm bad luck.. That's what.." "Gow 'way I'm bad luck. I'm.. useless.." - A depresso Frosto Threads Frost'ear is in - https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/33866804/comments/#comments-275083759 https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/33866804/comments/#comments-275594983 https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/33866804/comments/#comments-275861866 Song - Mess it up by Gio.