I can see the stars - 9 everyone else is lost at the other side. I peer over the chasm. tiny pinpricks of light dance. fireflies. green ribbon floats and swoops in the breeze It is beautiful there. Where I am, there is nothing but ice It is all sharp edges and blinding white without the softness of snow I am more lost than the ones I tried to find __________ wellllll it’s taken me half a dozen months to reach 9 what a miracle—SOBBING but then again if I actually posted consistently twould be another miracle entirely HELP I HAVE RETURNED LIKE WAIT LEMME COUNT—FOUR MONTHS LATER and I do not remember writing or posting this at all!!! Wjat is the point of the green ribbon my mind has defeated me I cannot think of any possible excuse WHY THE GREEN RIBBON was I highlighting how much I love green OOOOF I USED THEN INSTEAD OF THAN THE EVIDENCE HAS BEEN ERASED BUT IM SO SORRY
