this shows how everyone is better than me. people are getting 1000 in weeks. i’m stuck at 900 and have been working my butt off for 8 months. i’m jealous. no doubt about that. but it just shows :: how everyone loves people. and i thought i was loved by scratch ,, but i look around and- no. i’m not. if people can get thousands in months… i’m really just never enough, am i? people have 1 real project up. get 1000+ followers in a month. i’m trying. do i need to try less to get recognized ?? and i don’t care too much about follower count. i don’t really care. but as i look around at these famous scratchers, i think :: wow. i’m not needed. and i’m not. i’m really not. and i’m so so envious of these people who have all these friends and followers and talent and great personalities. i’m stuck with 900. been working my butt off. people are getting crazy amounts of friends and followers when they haven’t even posted a project. i’m trying not to let this get to me, but man it is. i want to be idolized and a role model. i’m nothing to people. i will never be enough. so what’s the point of me staying?? people already have their leader. and people already have their friends. and people already have 1000 followers. so why. do. they. need. me? they don’t. so why stay?
