to keep it simple, this is it. I'm officially leaving scratch. I have to admit, it was hard for me to accept this concept and I never expected this to happen. But, you all know, or at least pretty much of you, that things happen. The most famous aesthetic scratcher, @astro-tears had left scratch, many quit, many left, many had their account deleted. I had some great time on scratch, and this is mainly why I haven't posted in forever. from a new scratcher to a scratcher, I had never regretted a single thing I did. I don't want to leave scratch, but life just has to move on. Here are the reasons, 1.no interest in posting. That's why I haven't posted in so long, some of you encourage me, but you guys kind of let me down. It's like you're telling me that I can't do this, I can never become a part of the actually GOOD aesthetic community. 2. My school blocked pixlr e, I can't even make thumbnails anymore, pixlr is my literal LIFE! even if I change my mind and want to post, I couldn't because I changed to pixlr e and I can't make thumbnails 3.Personal health and school, I was getting really sick after getting on scratch, scratch is not the main reason but it's also a part, maybe some time off scratch will help with personal health and school grades (believe it or not) 4.friends I have, or had on scratch don't care about me and I barely ever get any attention, first because I wasn't posting, but what CAN I post within such a bad mood you guys put me in? I can't even focus on schoolwork and my personal health is getting real bad. I was sick for at least 2 weeks, I was in PAIN:( and you know WHO put me in that pain? you all that were a fan of me. I really thought that if you agreed or brought up that you want to be friends with someone, you have to be a GOOD friend. The fact that no one had viewed this project, never, not even a single spirit. You ALL truly disappointed me and I will not come back to see you guys every once in a while. (well, maybe once in about 5-7 months) I probably WILL have another scratch account in 2026. I really loved scratch, I loved every nice and kind-hearted scratcher / new scratcher, scratch team did a great job making this community. I loved the aesthetic community but I just couldn't fit in. My very first account, man, it was @-lovesick_ and I hated it. absolutely hated it. don't ask why bc I don't want to talk about it. Thanks for reading this far, put a smile on your face, don't shed any tears (Not bc of me lol) and...for the final time, -camila