this started as a vent but I think it turned into more of a animation practice/test but scroll down for the actual like. venting anyways hurghhh it feels like theres a missing part of my brain and this is probably the worst my anxiety has ever been and I keep imaging the most gruesome things and I cant stop thinking about the past and if I couldve fixed things and. RAAH IM GOING INSANE. I just want to change for the better but it doesnt feel like anything I do is working will I always be a horrible person? I dont know. I just want to be someones favorite person. maybe thats why Im such a suck up, a people pleaser, Ill bend under the smallest of pressure and not fight back because I dont want to lose the people I care about Im sure Ill be ok. Eventually. But until then, you may just have to bear with me.
featuring; a variety of songs from a playlist that ended up making me cry I could NOT be bothered to check if any of these would break scratch rules - Abbey - Mitski you smell of dead flowers - vlush _ Vampire Empire - Big Thief Sarah - Alex G Theophobia - Roar Fading Kitten Syndrome - Roar Every Dog Has Its Day - Birth Day I Can't Handle Change - Roar Treehouse - Alex G I wait for You - Alex G
