sorry it took me so long to start typing, I was putting an elphaba pfp bc I felt like it yes my computers still broken but I had to say this: I really am just losing interest in scratch. i'm getting older and as I am, i'm realizing maybe this thing I discovered at 11 maybe isn't for me anymore. here's a list why I think this ig (sorry if that's weird i'm just better at explaining stuff with lists) 1. scratch is freaking TOXIC. i'll always go on thinking it'll be different but then i'll find someone's left or j*ss is back. then i'll be gone for another month or so and it just repeats. 2. my irl life it's the worst anymore?? like nothing bad is happening and I'm not super depressed or being bullied or hate my life. 3. everytime I go on scratch, it's hard for me to go to sleep because I wake up with a wretched feeling in my stomach, and I hate it. I have no clue why, which is one of the reasons I didn't want to have to go online and leave you guys in the dark. 4. I don't think scratch has been really beneficial to me. like has it really ever helped me? I mean sure it's introduced me to great people but they're not scratch, so that aside how good really is it? 5. my time without scratch has been wonderful, and i'm starting to appreciate the great things in life, like the wicked movie!??!? who's watched it I cried so hard while watching it bc wicked is my everything. also like why do I need to attach myself to this if it's not something I appreciate in life?? scratch has done really nothing for me in return for my continued use of it for over a year. anyways yeah so I think i'm gonna go bc I cant bear to go on a second time if you read number three. also thank you for caring enough to read this and have a good day
