hey y'all so I haven't been very active..... I've been camping these past couple days and just kinda busy right now. I've also been struggling with my mental health and self-image. sorry I haven't been on here. life's just pretty boring right now, ya know? but umm uh happy Thanksgiving if u celebrate ig. scroll if u wanna listen to me yap about my mental health. bye. so um... basically since this past summer my mental heath has just been rapidly getting worse. I just don't really have any motivation to do anything. I've been really burnt out and tired all the time, and I just don't really care ig. just hit with a wave of reality ya know? I'm having a lot of gender envy and confusion. I feel trapped in my family, like I know that they'll support me, but i just don't wanna screw everything up. I hate pretty much everything about my life rn, the ppl I feel the safest with I can only see at school, which is the place I feel the most unsafe. nobody will ever fully get me. I guess I'm on my own. sorry for the dump. bye.
