Hey younger me to older me Convo be like Younger Me: Hey, Can we talk Me Now: Nah, I don't really wanna talk right now Younger Me: That's okay, you never really did I've been screaming every day, "Please let me out!" Me Now: Hold up, let you out? You couldn't protect yourself, I was protecting you Younger Me: You were protecting me? Me Now: Yes, protecting you Younger Me: Everybody in this world was rejecting you Nobody out here could accept you No, everyone could, except you That's the problem that you have, man You build walls up and hid behind the shame And I guess that I'm partially to blame Me Now: I don't know what to say Younger Me: No, explain, you're making no sense to me It kinda all just sounds like a guess to me Me Now: Bro, your trauma made me just a memory Ain't nobody in this world remembers me Younger Me: So you wanted them to hurt you? Me Now: Man, that's not what I'm saying Well, you basically are every time That you told me I took it too far Younger Me: And your ex left you 'Cause you're way too emotional Me Now: Man I did what I was supposed to do Younger Me: No, you didn't, the world made you hit your limit Me Now: And then I got distant Younger Me: That's what I'm tryna tell you but you just won't listen What I'm tryna tell you is we're both broken My heart's open, yours is closing Me Now: I don't give a damn if my heart is frozen You don't wanna be yourself? I had to free myself Because it just kept happening Younger Me: Go see a therapist instead of just rappening Or it'll just keep happening Me Now: You don't think I ever get tired of maskin' it? Younger Me: I don't care if you do 'cause the more that you are Means the more that I'm vanishing Me Now: And I really just want myself back again
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