Hello stars. So, I need to vent. All names (except for Ash and mine) are fake. Okay, so my friend group recently got in a fight. Just before this, a friend of ours, let's call her Maya, left our friend group and started neglecting us, and another friend, Ash, was hanging out with some other girls. So, I was upset, and Molly (IDK w/ these names) had this idea to walk over and say 'Hey, Maya' to Ash. I was a little uneasy, but she dragged me and Olivia into it. We walked up, and as soon as I opened my mouth to talk to ash, they ditched me. I tried to stay calm, and instead said to Ash 'Me, Olivia, and Molly feel like you're doing to us what Maya did to you.' And she stormed off. Then, Molly and Olivia tried to talk to her and she told them she needed a break. Olivia and Molly blamed it on me, and even after I sent them all a nice email, an apology saying that Olivia and Molly had nothing to do with it, even though they did. Olivia replied, saying that it was okay, but I had to fix her relationship with ash. that's not my job, it's yours. i've done all I can, but they still demand more of me. I'm not a princess. I'm a stup!d little girl who goes home and cries and is afraid of news broadcasts. I'm the d@mn fool who believes that there is a killer knocking on her window, that someone's out to get her. 'tis the season, right? no one can truly relate to me. The jerks I deal with in real life are nothing compared to the beautiful and kind people here. I love how everyone is when they get a chance to start fresh, be themselves. Who knows, one of you could go to my school, then come home and chat with me. Who's someone different inside. I love that feeling. My secrets are safer here than with anyone in the whole world. I trust you guys more than anyone irl. you are my friends, the stars to my sky. I love you all so fricking much, you won't ever know. Don't go through the same things, I beg you. Choose better friends, say better things, and be different people. ilyasm, moon
