I don't know how long I will be away for but just know it's for everyone's own good. I have made people uncomfortable, and I need to work on my social abilities? I don't know what else to call it. Edit : it's permanent Here is a whole explanation of what happened: So I made a friend on Petals District. I recently lost my only irl friend and I was very excited! I tried to get to know them and 2 days later, I found out I was making them uncomfortable. When I found out, I don't really know how to explain it. But I felt like something hit me in my core. Knowing I made someone feel uncomfortable or not safe is what I was trying to prevent in the first place. I didn't know what to do when I read that. I almost cried as well. Only reason I didn't was because I was at school in a classroom and I don't think I want people finding out about it. If the person I am refferencing this too is reading this, I am so sorry for what I made you feel. I had no idea my questions were making you uncomfortable. I have also experienced a few forms of bullying over the past week. So there is that. The physical aspect. As I described, it hurt me phsically. I felt a sharp pain in the middle of my chest when I read that. I don't know if it's mood swings that caused this to happen. I still feel a slight pain in that area. I don't know what to do sense I can't confide in anyone irl. If anyone knows what I can do to heal this pain I have, please leave a comment. I am willing to try anything at this point. There are so many spelling errors. I will still be active when I get on once a day. But I won't be interacting with people. I'll be here to look at projects, look at any mail that i may have, and then leave. I am thinking I may be silent for the rest of the week until next monday. I hope everyone stays safe until then. -Your moody teenager Boba
