Listen. I can't do this anymore. I love all of you guys, so, so much. But I need a break. I relapsed. I got kicked out of my home. I can't do this. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I can't turn to anyone anymore. I can't say anything and I'm tired. My feelings don't matter. I don't matter. I've tried. No. I'm not okay. Please, I'm sorry. But I need to take a break, my grades are failing and the cops showed up at my house. I can't do this anymore. I love you all, dearly. But I need to take a break for myself.